
There was a time that I thought commissioning was a just another gimme in the long list of promises coming my way. Like a child, spoiled by the privileges of indulgence, I was sure that this was but a right for which I was to be handed. That was of course until I came before the NGUMC Board of Ordained Ministry.
It was on that Monday during mid-March 2008 when I was humbled (Jesus says “the exalted will be humbled”). I MEAN HUMBLED! Then came mid-March 2009 when, yet again, I was deferred. Seeing no way through at the moment, I told my wife, my family and my friends that “if there had ever been a needle’s eye, this was it.”
It was in my helplessness, my nothingness, my emptiness that Christ made a way by offering me a place to serve despite my inability to move forward. During the third year leading up to Annual Conference for North Georgia this past week, everything seemed to change in my heart. God moved in spite of me. Despite my failures, God blessed. Regardless of my stumbles with the Board, Christ showed up and ministered. When I was not sure what would happened or where I (and my wife) may end up, God’s blessings poured out from seemingly thin air. Time after time after time, God was revealed. God was revealed…..GOD was REVEALED! Continue reading …and it was beautiful